Life got hard. I didn't feel good. It was hard to write about celebrations because I just kept waiting for the other foot to fall. So I quit. I felt paralyzed and and hopeless, and in quitting this project, I didn't document so many wonderful things that my family experienced in October.
I am going to try to remedy that in some follow up posts.
I learned through this that my MO is to withdraw. I hide and tuck tail and pull the covers up to my eyes and pray for Jesus to come back.
And he will. One day. Just not today (at least not yet.)
So I will try to keep celebrating.